I think that I am currently in the process of a mental breakdown.

Today is my first day off in a week and a half and it hasn’t been as great as I’d hoped. I woke up fine, but starting a few hours ago I’ve just felt lifeless. I’ve been thinking of where I’m at in life right now, as far as relationships/health/school/everything. I feel so unimportant, taken for granted. I feel like I’m constantly going out of my way to make everyone else happy, when there are barely a handful of people that would do the same for me. I open my heart to anyone and it’s like I’m given the shoulder. I’m starting to feel like an object on a shelf, forgotten. Just there when it’s convenient. Always left on the back burner.